Good night sweetie

Unlovable

 

Hay personas que están programadas para autodestruirse y en el proceso, destruir a los demás

Destruir a los amigos, meterse de cabeza con los enemigos.

No son buena compañía puesto que para ellas todo es descartable y desechable

El amor, la lealtad, la sinceridad, el miedo... la verdad...

No te ven como persona - sino como esclavo, sirviente o ATM...

La relación es desigual porque uno las ve como uno se ve a si mismo - uno se proyecta... por ignorancia, por ingenuidad, por la tontera de la buena voluntad...

... hasta que los hechos hablan y chocas con la realidad

 

Hay personas a quienes no se debe amar

 

Encariñarse con ellas es un error que sale caro...

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Historia

Aprendemos de la historia 

lo que no aprendemos de la historia...

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Naturaleza Humana

Los seres humanos no somos más que animales 

 

tratando de convencernos a nosotros mismos 

 

que somos inmunes a las leyes INMUTABLES de la naturaleza 

 

 

Spoiler ahead..

... no lo somos... para nada...

El altruismo es un mito...

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No time for depression

Tengo deseos de tirarme al piso y quedarme ahí 

pero no hay tiempo...

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Jugarme la vuelta

... me sentí lobo malo de repente...

Pensabas que podías "despistarme" y "jugarme la vuelta" (cómo dolió escucharlo de tus labios)...

Pero - nop

Corté tus actividades subversivas - tarde, pero las corté

Supe las verdades de las mentiras que me diste

Nobody fucks with me honey

Sé que no es el final - porque eres la necedad personificada

Pero dime ahora - quién le jugó la vuelta a quién...?

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Stupid Girl - Garbage

You pretend you're high
Pretend you're bored
Pretend you're anything
Just to be adored
And what you need
Is what you get

Don't believe in fear
Don't believe in faith
Don't believe in anything
That you can't break

Stupid girl
Stupid girl
All you had you wasted
All you had you wasted

What drives you on (what drives you on)
Can drive you mad (can drive you mad)
A million lies to sell yourself
Is all you ever had

Don't believe in love
Don't believe in hate
Don't believe in anything
That you can't waste

Stupid girl
Stupid girl
I can't believe you fake it
I can't believe you fake it

Don't believe in fear
Don't believe in pain
Don't believe in anyone
That you can't tame

Stupid girl
Stupid girl
All you had you wasted
All you had you wasted

Stupid girl
Stupid girl
I can't believe you fake it
I can't believe you fake it

Stupid girl
Stupid girl
I can't believe you fake it
I can't believe you fake it

Stupid girl

Found Out About You - Gin Blossoms

All last summer in case you don't recall 

I was yours and you were mine forget it all 

Is there a line that I could write 

That's sad enough to make you cry? 

And all the lines you wrote to me were lies 

 

Months roll past, the love that you struck dead 

Did you love me only in my head? 

There were things you said and did to me 

They seem to come so easily 

The love I thought I'd won you give for free 

 

Whispers at the bus stop 

Well I've heard about nights out in the school yard 

I found out about you 

I found out about you 

 

Rumors follow everywhere you go 

Like when you left and I was last to know 

Well you're famous now and there's no doubt 

In all the places you hang out 

They know your name and they know what you're about 

 

Whispers at the bus stop 

Well I've heard about nights out in the school yard 

I found out about you 

I found out about you 

 

Street lights blink on through the car window 

I get the time too often on AM radio 

Well you know it's all I think about 

I write your name, drive past your house 

Your boyfriend's over, I watch your lights go out 

 

Whispers at the bus stop 

Well I've heard about nights out in the school yard 

I found out about you 

I found out about you 

 

Whispers at the bus stop 

Well I've heard about nights out in the school yard 

I found out about you 

I found out about you 

I found about you 

 

 

Breakeven - The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing 

Just prayin' to a God that I don't believe in 

'Cause I got time while she got freedom 

'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even 

 

Her best days will be some of my worst 

She finally met a man that's gonna put her first 

While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping 

'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even, no 

 

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? And 

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok? 

I'm falling to pieces, yeah 

I'm falling to pieces 

 

They say bad things happen for a reason 

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding 

'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving 

And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even, no 

 

And what am I going to do when the best part of me was always you? And 

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok? 

I'm falling to pieces, yeah 

I'm falling to pieces, yeah 

I'm falling to pieces (One still in love while the other one's leaving) 

I'm falling to pieces ('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even) 

 

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain 

You took your suitcase, I took the blame 

Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains ooh 

'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name 

 

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing 

Just prayin' to a God that I don't believe in 

'Cause I got time while she got freedom 

'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break 

No it don't break, no it don't break even, no 

 

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you? And 

What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok? (Oh glad your okay now) 

I'm falling to pieces yeah 

I'm falling to pieces (oh, I'm falling, falling) yeah 

I'm falling to pieces (One still in love while the other one's leaving) 

I'm falling to pieces ('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even) 

 

Oh it don't break even no 

Oh it don't break even no 

Oh it don't break even no

 

 

Nadie me ha odiado tanto

Claro que me han odiado - muchas veces.  

Pero no alguien a quien yo he amado tanto.  Alguien tan dentro de mi que al salir, me rompió.

Sólo quería hablar

Pero confías en todos los equivocados y en mí que te di todo 

sin pedirte nada nunca 

me escuchabas y retorcías con odio esa botella de plástico...

You never loved me

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Un capítulo de la Casa de Papel

... me bastó para entender que era el Rápido y Furioso de las series es decir 

INVEROSÍMIL AL CUADRADO

Te hace pensar que un solo policía dirige toda España estilo gangster.

Entiendo por qué gusta - tiene diálogo y diálogo y explicaciones y negociaciones y chantaje emocional galore - y lágrimas...

Apela a la emoción como las telenovelas y eso es innegable que funciona porque el argumento no tiene pies ni cabeza.

Admitámoslo, no te deja indiferente

A mí por ejemplo me puso como la gran puta...

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Good news

Buenas noticias 

el oftalmólogo me dijo que mi salud ocular es buena 

Se lo dijo al tipo que tiene 600 de graduación y tiene las pilas dilatadas y no ve nada...

Por otro lado estaba recordando a una ex que le gustaba cantar "Qué perra qué perra qué perra es mi amiga" - y me reí 

Qué adecuado 

thanks, wherever you are

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El diablo está en los detalles

Ir una 

y otra 

y otra 

y otra vez sobre los detalles 

haciendo cruces 

concluyendo 

averiguando 

hurgando en la herida 

buscando luz 

razón y por qué 

revisando y revisando la historia 

me está matando 

me desgrana 

como autoflagelación 

para no bajar nunca más la guardia 

para protección 

para no olvidar nunca 

nunca

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